If I was fully out all my anxiety and stress would go away in an instant and I could like my life how I'd like to live it. And yet, knowing that I'd be cut off from my entire family scares me. I don't need them to survive but I'd wish they'd stick around. And
Ppl always say that they might come around. But no. Ppl come out in my family and immediately fallen off the face of the Earth and they were way more successful and beautiful and kind than I'll ever be and they didn't care. I wish i could just not care about my fam....
If I was fully out all my anxiety and stress would go away in an instant and I could like my life how I'd like to live it. And yet, knowing that I'd be cut off from my entire family scares me. I don't need them to survive but I'd wish they'd stick around. And
I am proud to be a queer woman but I'm not going to lie, my life would be so much easier if I was straight, or if I had become a nun like I wanted to. lol. I can either find a lovely wife in the future OR I can keep my family around. Not both. It fucking sucks.
2019 was the most isolated and alone I have ever felt. And obviously, that's not changing the first day in 2020 but I am not letting that stop me from achieving things.
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Had the weirdest dream that I was singing a myth called "LUZ" with @maskednnameless at a weird concert. AND I REMEMBER WHAT WE WERE RECITING AND I WROTE IT DOWN WHEN I WOKE UP AND IM CREEPED OUT. Never sleeping again.