not me getting excited bc mum's gay classmate from the brennan school is starting teacher training and mum might do it too so if i go to oxford with her (easiest way for me to go to the uk cheap) i can see him again i'm probably too exited but the guy is an angel pls ๐ฅบ
and now my body feels more proportionate, but 10 kgs in 2 weeks is a lot and my stomach is really messing with my selflove and the image i have of myself, also my face is ๐คฎ how could anyone bare the sight of me like this
i feel like i've gained so much wait and the worst part is my back is not strong enough to work out and i already eat quite little so i can't even get rid of my stomach ๐ฉ like yea i'm glad i've gotten wider and more curvy bc fuck i really didn't like how skinny i was before
i miss her and i can't even fall out of love bc of the distance and time we haven't even been able to speak properly bc she's stolen my jeart and she'd have to give it back first, but it really hurts right now, just want her in my arms ๐