You’re doing fine.. I’m glad and grateful for you then.. but have you ever think about me..? For what have you done..? Hahahahaha.. what a foolish thing to ask.. you never cared for me anyway.. I’m just a joke to you right...?
2 am thoughts really messed up isn’t it..??! Wondering how you’re doing right now..? Happy..? I bet you’re doing fine without me aren’t you..? You used to say that you can’t go out at nights.. but what about now..? Guess you have the freedom you’ve been asking right..?
Help yourself by not being bitter about everything.
You can’t throw negativity everywhere and then wonder why you’ve got a stressful life.
Your quality of thoughts & mind defines you.
But if you cannot be positive at all, then at least be quiet.
Paling takut,bila Allah tarik nikmat ibadah. Nak tunaikan solat rasa berat, tak khusyuk. Nak baca al-Quran pun berat lidah nak menyebut.
Allahu. Semoga dijauhkan.
It's okay to feel anxious while doing the thing you're most scared of. Feel awkward about yourself or cringe about it. Feel what you need to feel. At the end of the day, you're only human trying to make sense of how it really feels to go out of your comfort zone. That's growth.