Not to be anti-woke or whatever but its 1:42 am and i just remembered that i saw someone wearing one of those covid masks earlier. Holy shit man you need a fucking therapist its over
I probably gotta buy pants because whenever i put weight in pockets i end up having to hold the fucking hem up. I havent gotten new pants sizes since high school and I think the fact im literally 60 lbs down has made them barely hold up now. I look ridiculous because of it.
Im sorry ive been neglecting my waifuist friends for so long, but its just been one thing after another for me. Im going to use my university's therapist services and disability accomodation for severe adhd if possible because if not im going to stress myself into psychosis
Im really scared and confused on how to fix my cowardice. Its pretty much my most defining flaw. Too scared to approach anyone to befriend them irl, too scared to take action on how i could get antipsychotics, too scared to transition or come out publically. Im a coward.
The weirdest special interest ive ever had is Flatland (the book and movie) and i remember i got genuinely pissed when the bill cipher book came out and he said he lived in a 2d world so a bunch of flatland larpers started showing up
Feeling incredibly worthless because of art failure to my own incompetence over and over. At 14 i felt fine to post daily drawings of my wife even if crude, but now i keep scrapping them at lineart or render because I suddenly dont feel good about them. Feeling terrible.
Very late but still taking out the trash because I cant slip into this again. It got bad when I had my dorm and i had trash all around and slept on the bare mattress. I'm just trying to care about anything more. Slipped out of drawing and cleaning for a bit but getting back to it
Its in midnight and i havent been in the best state last week but i mustered the energy to clean all my dishes. Gonna throw out my cans and food trash now. Its been piling up bad.