jumping back and forth just causes so much confusion.. im sure in a few months I can tell if I made the right choice or not, and regardless of if I did, we live and we learn, and that's what matters most I think, to not make the same mistake twice
to be brought to a decision without being able to know which has the better outcome is a difficult thing, but it seems that the best way to handle it is to follow your heart and choose one with confidence and no changing your mind
my kitties recently popped my air mattress, but it's nice in a way
it gives me a time limit on sleeping until it's deflated again and I wake up being hugged by it
each day the sky is different and unique in it's own way, and some like it cloudy while others like it clear, so beauty is in the eye of the beholder afterall.. in that same way, I'm sure whoever you are, there's those who cherish you, too!