Few months ago, I try to talk to her friend (let's say she's "jane") and asked jane about how that girl (let's say she's "alexa") is pissing me off so much because my effort that I have given AND our interactions feels so close yet ended with alexa "soft-launching" another man.
@Justwandyy I'm a man, and I just experienced this a month ago. Me and her talks a lot since 3 years ago on dm, it even seems like we are onto each other and all of sudden she post a photo with her man. She never tells me she already had one.
I am craving for a relationship, and I know I hate that. I have been contacting this girl since like 3 years ago (mid school) but we're still no one, like we are just friends, and I'm actually planning for that. I don't want to get into boyfriend-girlfriend situation yet, because
Thank you, now I have escaped. I feel free, yet I feel lonely as well.
For now, I'm in the middle of a big spacebar. I don't have anything to do, to be responsible, to contact, or even to hold. I think it's time to plunge myself deeper into film, guitar, drums, and filmmaking
I feel horrible.
Im in the middle of the biggest question mark ever exist. These questions coming sprouts right in front of my face. A clean magnet piece trying to pull the other side. Yet it doesn't realize the other side is the same south as its.