Shablowsk

@virtuallyself @sociopathchan

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

help pof

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

one time as i was turning in my midterm my professor asked me if i was “feeling alright?” like what could have possibly prompted you to say that…how worn out did i look..

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@Troglodyte_guy getting buried alive sounds so much better than this. at least i’d die soon

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

thinking about being petrified but alive like in doctor stone gives me a feeling of impending doom. i actually had to take a break when i was on my first watch cause id get such horrifying intrusive thoughts about being conscious and fully paralyzed indefinitely

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@Troglodyte_guy lol

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

i have so many useless mathematical and statistical theories, formulas, whatever ingrained into my mind. it’s like trauma. i was skitzing when i was taking linear algebra, calc 3, statistical packages, and experimental design in the same semester. i had zero life

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

Mom reacted “👎” to “i haven’t been feeling very good lately. could i come home for a little bit?”

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@Kamadme313 i’d probably mess up my kid in their formative years. that and whatever is up with my mental genetics wouldn’t be a good thing at all. i wouldn’t be surprised if they ended up a menace

[𒉌𒌓𒀭𒈚𒃶𒈨 @Kamadme313]

šag4 na-ab-bala-en-de3-en

𒊮 𒈾𒀊𒁄𒂗𒉈𒂗

We should not produce offspring.

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@elsstarves @kamadme314 that’s cool :) i kinda have a design portfolio but it’s UI/UX. i’ve been paid to develop websites for some businesses. outside of some branding, id create the whole front end and backend from nothing basically. pretty fun. i get what’s considered engaging aesthetically online.

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

i did the bare minimum in high school. i didn’t really care. i actually can’t name an instance of me studying for more than an hour during my entire time there. i’d wing everything. ended with a 3.5… my SAT score was really good tho so that helped with college apps i guess

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

i’m the most rate limited person ever

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you’d actually think i was schizophrenic and haunted by demons with how my eyes usually look

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

finally getting my fav account unsuspended today… longest week of my life

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@elsstarves @kamadme314 …. whatever… n-not like i care… 😣
actually ykw… i’d bet i could score in the 95th percentile on your university entrance exams without studying for a second.

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@kamadme314 @elsstarves i saw this coming lol

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@kamadme314 @elsstarves the curriculums over there must be designed with the sped kids in mind lol. i went to a top-10 feeder school but the college i attend barely cracks top 30… through my area’s standards i am average but my Mom compares me to my neighbor and belittles me for not being like her

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@elsstarves i had braces as a kid dw

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got told i look European the other day. not sure what that means exactly; but thank you

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

@elsstarves unbelievably vague tho. could’ve just said i look like im from the UK and he would’ve been on the dot.

[Shablowsk @FiscallyWoke]

i’ve been wanting to take sass recently, but my mood stabilizer has serotonergic activity so i really cant