oh i never be 17 who loves someone deeply like i would die and kill for him again. cause now im 19 who brings all the trauma for the rest of my life, never gave all my heart to someone, never kill and die for my bf, set my boundaries to anyone, and tryna to be warasπ
kalo ad yang nanya
: "did the breakup 2 years ago still haunt you?"
i will say YES, not because i cannot muv on, but i still can't forgive myself for let him treating me like that...ditampar, dijambak, digaslighting, diselingkuhin...nauzubillahminzalikπ₯