as a kid, whenever i was about to do something embarrassing or was in the midst of doing it, i had the sudden realization that all the dead people in the sky are watching my every move 24/7 and i think thats some of where my asocial personality stems from
Today's royal families are all engaged in an incessant larp. Doing military training for a war they will never fight, studying politics, diplomacy and languages in a country they will never govern, pretending to remain an important national institution when they're not
i don't know how to explain it, but when i read a book, i can imagine the characters' faces, but without definite features, kind of like when i'm dreaming.