my pride is far too big to ask for anyone’s presence, so if i ever told you i needed you, know that i genuinely meant it and if you weren’t there when i needed you most, i promise i’ll never need you again
there’s this one kashmiri saying: “marun gaes tas peth yus na marne di” meaning, “die for the one who won’t let you die” and i think i’m feeling the weight of those words now, more than ever (pardon my kashmiri, though)