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[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

The last 3-4 years have been the weirdest/ worst/ insufferable I need to implode

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Its even worse that its already been communicated 😁

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Not even thinking of it as a date? Just say you dont give a fuck out loud instead of hinting at it

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

And you don't find any of that weird?

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Im heartbroken things didn't work out the way I had hoped

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Miwako 🩷

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

To my mental health. Anxiety is their favorite thing to blame it on 🫩

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

I need to be medicated but ive had awful side effects from so many of the medicines I've tried. Especially for times like this when I'm struggling to regulate my emotions. But I also hate bringing it up to my doctors because then every symptom im having is attributed

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Walmart is 5 mins from where we stay, IF THAT. Im moving back in with my grandma atp if I don't break and kms first. Don't worry about it I'll just order it online like I have to do with everything else because you treat me like the world's biggest inconvenience

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

That annoyed "of course you need something/need me to go somewhere else" voice because I can't afford $30 for iron supplements. He always chooses the nodt inconvenient expenses places to pick things up for me then gets annoyed when I ask him to go to Walmart or something

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

@paampamx Im so sorry, I'm here if you ever need to talk 🩷

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Things are spiraling out of control again

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Getting by long enough to not ruin this trip for everyone and then what? I don't really know

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

So irritating I hate men like that, I've dealt with plenty of them they never fucking quit

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Being inconsiderate must be hereditary 😒

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

I've lost around 30 pounds since March but I still have a long way to go before I get back to where I was this time last year 😓 im trying to take it slow so I dont end up wanting to binge

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Looking at old pictures from where I thought I looked bigger than I was snd wanting to kms. Even my face is bloated now

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Not just with that but a lot of things, just an example

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Thinking about my dad dying still feels like a dream but it'll have been 5 years this December. Most days I'm numb and choose not to confront it. It's like he's relapsed and back in jail or something idk, my brain just feels fuzzy when it comes to anything being real and

[bunnie 💞 @fl0werfxiry]

Serious. Sometimes it gives me serious anxiety but a lot of the seems it feels like nothing is real, I know it's not healthy but I'm scared I'll break