@carniverity i never thought about it much but if anything I remember seeing her reaction similar to the one when they were voting for ben's sentence, noticing shauna sort of "coming into herself" or leaning into the "wilderness"/her sexuality+power
trying to define Lottie's sexuality is such a non-conversation. she certainly feels desire but her needs are so muddled. food/sex/spiritual and emotional nourishment. she can't differentiate easily. the desire to drown a man or kiss a woman may be functionally indistinguishable
This is a girl suffocated by an overbearing father & constant medication since she was small. she had no idea who she was before the wilderness, its why shes so afraid to leave & be empty again. She ends up hurting people bc she's so desperate to feel something, anything at all
Thinking about their leadership styles: Lottie is spiritually communal, Nat is democratically laissez faire, Shauna is brutally authoritarian...Taissa what's your move??
@scatrcciosgrrrl it's kinda her whole deal in s1, and continues with her relationship with Adam, through which she's trying to live out her lost teenage years.