ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝑫𝑶 ⠀𝗒𝗈𝗎⠀ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ⠀ ᵇˡᵉᵉᵈ⠀ 𝐢𝐟⠀ 𝑰𝑻⠀ ᴡᴀsʜᴇs⠀ ᵃʷᵃʸ⠀?
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

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⠀⠀⠀ 𝐈 ᴸᴵᴷᴱ 𝐢𝐭 ᴡʜᴇɴ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 ʙɪᴛᴇ
⠀⠀⠀ᴍᴀʀᴋs 𝒄𝒖𝒕 ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ᴛʜᴇ 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

( turning more red, hiding features again but there’s a small nod from her . . . a nervous laugh )

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀You want me to answer that question?

❪ an eyebrow raised. ❫
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

( peeking through fingers )

you didn’t answer the cringey question…

( murmured softly, hands slowly starting to pull away )

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀Oh? That is cringey but still funny.

❪ another laugh emitting before releasing the hold. ❫
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

. . . so can i be your kitten?

( almost panicking after saying those words, face falling into her palms with a soft laugh )

fuck, that was cringey…

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀I do agree that you’re a kitten. I’m glad to know that though.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

( there's a laugh, cheeks brightening into a red shade as they looked back up at them )

. . . do you disagree that i'm a kitten? however, you will always have my attention and affection as well...

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀A little kitten? ❪ mono laughs gently before using both cold hands to cup their cheeks. ❫

You’ll always have my attention and affections.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

like i'm always so confident and proud and sure of who i am and then i look at you and ... i just turn into a ... a little kitten who wants attention and affection...

it's embarrassing...

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀It’s silly but I find it adorable too.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

what... if i'm ready but i just... don't know how to be confident around you... you like... look at me and i just... forget everything ever.

that sounds so silly... ugh. okay.

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀I feel like people see in a different light when I am probably 100x worse. But honestly? Until you’re ready and confident、 I can wait to hear it out.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

i've just been alone for so long...

ah, it's. . . it's nice being here and being around you and... you're just so... you.

( there's a soft laugh )

i've had feelings for awhile but... it was never the right time to bring them up, to express them, you know?

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀Then it is something you’ll have to overcome. I wouldn’t mind going through it with you but with how much you’re holding back cause of your family、 I believe you can do it.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

( there's a blink then a soft laugh, gaze shifting downward )

. . . i mean, it's risky. with my family and with our lives and with ... with my trauma, sure but... i can't spend my entire life hiding from what i want because my mother killed the person i loved, you know?

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀It’s not really a rejection—— of course I feel the same way in many aspects、 but with how our lives are going、 I am not sure if you’d want to.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

... if you don't feel the same way, it's fine... i know that. rejection just hurts... so if you don't feel the same way, i'd rather know now rather than later.

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀It’s not really about the leaving if I’m quite honest.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

it's not that i'm not... ready, it's that i'm scared... that you'll leave me if i admit how i feel...

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀I won’t pressure you for an answer since it’s seems like it’s something you’re not ready for.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

. . . i'm scared to answer this question...

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀You wanted me to like you back—— like what? Lovers?
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

... not weird? ... different? maybe? i don't know how to explain it... i just want you to like me back...

not like... fuck, i'm ruining this...

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀I make you feel weird?
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

yeah... i usually do bold and unashamedly sexual things with no problem but... you. i don't know... i just... you make me feel weird.

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀Well it was a good attempt but a very bold and lewd one.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

. . . i was trying to cheer us up. ugh.

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀Interesting choice of joke.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

it was mainly a joke... but... yes??? maybe???

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀Oh—— you wanted me to make you a mother for Mother’s Day?
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

i... was going to joke about you spending the day making me a mother and... then i panicked the moment you responded and i... just... yeah... yeah.

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀And what other things did you want to ask from me? It’s too late to back up now.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

cuddles is no problem. . . the idea of asking for more from you, specifically, makes me all shy for some reason...

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀Pfft. All shy asking for cuddles?
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

okay, now i'm shy...

how about cuddles and forgetting our shitty moms instead?

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀And that is?
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

i have a suggestion… it’s a little unhinged but i have a suggestion.

[-ˋˏ 특이﹐M❍N❍. @SOVEREIGNLYISM]

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⠀⠀⠀Can’t really celebrate the day if my own mother hates me. So I suppose I’ll keep quiet.
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[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ〔 ᅠᅠ✶ ᅠᅠ𝕺𝖇𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖎𝖆𝖓 ᅠᅠ〕ᅠ ᅠ ᅠᅠ @flawlesspurity]

oh... you do?

[&&. ℳ𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚞 # 𝟎𝟕 .ᐟ @blades0n7ce]

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ㅤi hope you know i care about you too.
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