adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟

22 i got ednos (i lose the same 5 pounds for ever)

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

tell me why i found a cook book full of thinspo. closer to deathspo with abs really

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

And my ass is part time so this leads to maintenance

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

when i work i eat like 1 small meal and coffee maybe some light snacking but overall a deficit. when i have a day off i eat 2500 calories minimum -_-

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

@bmithv @w1nt3rgirl_35 not to be evil but they will self dx with autism and then back flip with joy over their new slur

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

fat as fuck coworker wouldn’t shut up about how she skips meals and forgets to eat and never eats lunch and can’t finish her meal -_-

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

and then whining about how they wish they could eat whatever they want and be as skinny as me… i don’t eat whatever i want...

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

so sick of my fat ass obese coworkers commenting on how skinny i am when they can’t even see my body!! shut up!!

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

binged last night and legitimately believed my ribs and sternum in particular would no longer be visible today… guys i think i might be mentally ill??

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

why are my legs so much fatter than my upper body it’s actually insane

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

fasting all day and then not being hungry in the evening is so triggering like ooohh i really didn’t need anything i guess i had enough fat to snack on all day no need to feel hungry!

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

kind of funny how i was such an insanely picky eater for so much of my life and now that my ed is the worst it’s ever been im also the most adventurous eater i’ve been

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

idec if it’s true or not but it’s so annoying how anytime someone says bulimia is more dangerous / worse than anorexia everyone accuses op of saying anorexia isn’t that bad… literally a “i like cookies” “so you hate cake??” ass interaction

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

does anyone understand this or am i just insane 😭

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

it’s crazy how common it is for ppl to lack any sympathy for abuse victims bc they were in a relationship with someone “problematic”

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

had an unexpected low res day!! super excited as the last few days i’ve had no self control and lots of mental hunger and today i honestly could have eaten even less and not cared

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

@plutosbmi i will defend the "it's complicated" voters though! as i am currently fluctuating between roughly bmi 17.0 - 18.5 depending on the day. some ppls bmi really does change a lot day to day

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

@plutosbmi i don't get all the "this edtwt not anatwt" as if almost everyone on edtwt doesn't have the goal of being underweight? And as if bulimia and arfid etc don't also often lead to being underweight. realistically there aren't *this* many BED havers on edtwt

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

unexpectedly hit a new lw!! officially bmi 18.2 i'm so close to unlocking the 17's!!

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

i actually need to pull it together i have been eating like i want to be obese lately when i have more reasons than ever to lose weight

[adrian 🫧🌎🌠🖲🌟 @fleshmoment]

@hiddendying why are people mad no one is saying bulimia DOESNT cause health problems. it's just statistics.