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enlightened being & babe magnet (edtwt)

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started journaling, debating if I become that bitch that keeps it on her person or if I keep that shit locked away, so far it's the latter

[tay @hairball1952]

me when music

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@liquidsmooth_El omg hiii!! I swear I remember you, do you know what your layout was before this??

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I think my period is going back to it's normal cycle length 🙏 it's either that or I'm pregnant, which I wouldn't say is ideal like at all (I'd awf myself)

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been ia cause I've been strictly maintaining and getting people to not see the problem lmao, my mom isn't home till the 8th now tho so we're so back + my bf also stopped bringing my eating up🙏 and it's getting colder so long sleeve clothes are abt to be my savior

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it was noodles too, it felt like worms coming back up my throat it was fucking terrible

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I purged :( please god if you're real, do not let this become a habit

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@cinnaboyy ugh I feel this, going from literal claws to short nails takes me a whole day to adapt 🚮

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the shade of my lips, they look pale, I feel like it washes me out

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@cinnaboyy the prettiest eyes actually

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been maintaining, my weight went up but my period is supposed to come soon so I'm assuming it's that

[ru ♡ @ruscvre]

never ending thoughts

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@livz_sn you are stunning

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been falling back into maladaptive daydreaming, there is an 8 year old girl inside of me clawing her way out rn

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I purged :( please god if you're real, do not let this become a habit

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not a single cell in my body wants to work out rn

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just had dinner (omad) and I am so full and feel like shit, it was basically just veggies tho

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sorry for being ia, discovered a binge trigger, it has not been an easy 2 days 🙏

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oh wait I also need to pack, but I'm lowkey doing that shit tomorrow morning

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she seems nice tho, I just hope I'm not unbearably awkward

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I have to wear a long black dress for it and I'm lowkey freaking out, the girl I'm doing it with is like the tiniest person ever, I'm abt to feel like shit my guy

[val @fleurcalss]

I have to wear a long black dress for it and I'm lowkey freaking out, the girl I'm doing it with is like the tiniest person ever, I'm abt to feel like shit my guy

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gonna go smoke, write down everything I need to know for tomorrow's promotion and then I'm gonna pass tf out and wake up at seven (I'm probably getting to bed at three 🚮🙏)