Seeing Louis, Harry, Zayn and Niall being active again should make me feel nothing but happy.... New music. Tours. Announcements. Stages lighting up again, part of me is happy for them, truly.
But another part of me breaks every single time.
Because Liam should be here too. He should be announcing his solo tour. He should be teasing dates, rehearsing late nights, smiling that proud smile he got when things finally felt right. He should be releasing LP2, the album he worked so damn hard on, the one he believed in, the one that meant growth, healing, honesty.
Instead, it feels like he’s slowly being forgotten by most... As if his name fades a little more each time the world moves on.
And that hurts in a way I can’t explain properly. Because Liam loved this. Music. Performing. Connecting. Creating. He loved being on stage. He loved giving everything he had to the people who listened.
He’s not here to do what he loved most. Not here to feel the crowds, not here to hear his own songs sung back to him, not here to see how far he’d come.
And my heart aches for him. For everything he still had ahead of him. For everything he deserved to experience.
I’ll always celebrate the others but I’ll always mourn Liam. Because his absence is loud, and his silence is heavy and the world feels unfair without him in it. 💔
Hope everyone’s doing alright! Had a good break, looking forward to getting back to it. India is going to be special, it’s somewhere I’ve dreamt of playing for a long time!
Excited about the next few months of writing as well. Big year incoming!
Thank you to every single person that has supported Walls and continues to do so. Releasing that record enabled so many things that I never thought would be possible on my own. Feel like we’ve come along way since then.