did I just go to the store only my mom would ever take me to to try to remember those happy moments with her during my childhood and then buy myself chocolates and a book and a scooby doo plushie because she would have bought me all that if she was here? yes, yes I did.
Hey. The holidays can be rough for everyone.
It’s okay to set boundaries. It’s okay if your holiday doesn’t look like everyone else’s.
It’s okay to not feel merry and bright.
It’s okay to save yourself.
It’s okay to ask for help.
how do you tell your classmates who you’re working on a bereavement presentation with that your mom just passed away and that there’s a very high probability you will cry during the presentation?
Two days of dread. Today I’m in the hole of depression. Cancelling plans tonight and instead going to a ketamine treatment. Feeling lucky to have options and shitty about needing them.