@lapislagoons@bayesiandroll an old friend told me this in confidence, she used to sneak heavy fried oily food on purpose in her partner’s diet and since they were cowokers which made it easier for her to do this on daily basis very very dark stuff happens in the name of love
I have thrown away things people pray for, i say this without pride, i have let talents sit unused for years at a time, gifts that arrived in me without my asking, the way some kids are born near water, or born to rich fathers, and i let them trophy, while somewhere out there in the crushing anonymous dark, someone slid their knees onto a cold floor and begged God for the exact thing i was neglecting, this is the part of the cosmic structure nobody wants to look at directly
i don’t listen to music, it listens and flows through me. i have never felt music as an external element, it has always been a part of me from inside my own rhythm signalling me constantly what should be my tempo at that moment and everytime i could sync up it felt good
@booritney i am very big on salads either potato salad, mango kale one or apple quinoa parsley etc and i make amazing dressings for them and i eat it with either some toasted sourdough with vegan cheese on top or ragi chips or those turkish bagels