aster ' srnggl

i just make random mediocre sht.

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

something soft for the shymkos 🍂

@sakurashymk @kyedae

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

i really hate myself sometimes. most times really. all the time maybe actually.

[ceciarmy @ceciarmy]

Todos: hoy vamos a ver una goleada de España, mínimo 3 goles.

El putísimo portero de Cabo Verde:

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

gotta love the world cup

[ESPN FC @ESPNFC]

Saudi keeper Mohammed Al-Owais followed up Vozinha's monster performance vs. Spain with a NINE-save performance vs Uruguay.

That is the most in a match this tournament 😮

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

😭

[ceciarmy @ceciarmy]

Todos: hoy vamos a ver una goleada de España, mínimo 3 goles.

El putísimo portero de Cabo Verde:

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

@1ovejian the way our brains are just in sync is lowkey insane actually

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

readying myself for the edits that is inevitably to come

[jillian 🪷 @coykoii]

if loving me means letting go and wishing me the best, then i guess i wish you loved me less 🥲

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

@1ovejian that run was so evil of her 😭

then she put expectations to fck with us a bit lol

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

the run of the cure to begged to what's wrong with me to less

and then ending with cigarette smoke

yeah fck you olivia rodrigo

now i'm gonna have to spend the remainder of the day with a headache and a brain that's gonna replay that moment in my life with that specific person

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

but wwwm chorus is my vocal stim rn

i keep singing "talked to the doctor and she said i was fine" unconsciously

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

CURRENT TOP 5 in no particular order coz why tf would i make myself suffer like that i'm already suffering from this project

stupid song, honeybee, the cure, begged, less :')

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

first listen ratings of girl so in love (tho obv i've heard some, tho i chose not to overlisten)

and yes, there's quite a 10/10 and i don't easily put that but this album just genuinely hit me personally too much and when a song makes me feel, then it did its job as a song.

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

the way i ran to the credits for cigarette smoke coz that sht felt so personal and behold, she's the sole writer

[This Is Olivia Rodrigo @ThisIsOliviaRdr]

Olivia Rodrigo’s songs written only by herself:

– “All I Want” (2019)
– “enough for you” (2021)
– “happier” (2021)
– “girl i’ve always been” (2024)
– “stranger” (2024)
– “cigarette smoke” (2026)

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

@peoplelove2talk stupid song and less

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

third song in and i was already down in the trenches i never recovered on the remainder of side a

[lamar @thinkboutolivia]

does olivia seriously think that the a girl so in love side is happy? girl lets listen again

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

YES.

i talked about this but it feels like when you watch a movie that came from a book

you know the demise it's gonna lead to and every happy moment doesn't even feel happy anymore coz you know the mc is gonna get hurt and seeing them so hopeful at the start breaks your heart

[jana @itachipilled]

in retrospect, honeybee is indeed the saddest song on the album

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

just plain evil

https://t.co/UvhKY7g0uJ

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

the wayi have something similar to this on my notes app

when i tell you, i was silenced 😭

that sht hurt too well

[ً @ccrkflz]

delete the whole album neowww

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

@boko______ THAT SONG WAS SO GOOD

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

first listen ratings of girl so in love (tho obv i've heard some, tho i chose not to overlisten)

and yes, there's quite a 10/10 and i don't easily put that but this album just genuinely hit me personally too much and when a song makes me feel, then it did its job as a song.

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

the run of the cure to begged to what's wrong with me to less

and then ending with cigarette smoke

yeah fck you olivia rodrigo

now i'm gonna have to spend the remainder of the day with a headache and a brain that's gonna replay that moment in my life with that specific person

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

i wanted to go into more detail about certain songs but it would need me to relive that moment in my life and i can't do that at 8 am with an empty stomach lol

the first four of the second half deadass gave me headache 😭

all i can say is, that sht a mirror to my notes app lol

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

+story mover than a standalone song. esp towards the middle of the project, i would say there's a bit of a dip in the way songs hit but if you listen to the whole project as intended, it does its part.

tho that second half of the project is gonna live in my brain for a while.

[aster ' srnggl @flowerfi_]

@boko______ the latter half is so good boko i'm curious to hear your thoughts later