Michael French

I'm a nobody who's an aspiring somebody (it's not working though)

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@buffystraya

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

I just accidentally sprayed myself in the eye with a hose.
Now I know what it feels like to be my next girlfriend

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

I can't anymore

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Will I ever be good enough

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Am I going to cry myself to sleep just for the next time we talk I say "all good, no worries, it happens, no i wasn't put out, no didn't cook, no i didn't buy flowers, sure we can try again I can't wait"

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

@halenhargreevs Holding out for a hero
I'm so excited
Finally
Untouched

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

It almost feels like I've been lifted up just so I can fall harder. I don't think ive ever felt this much emotional pain in my life.
Is this the new way the universe is trying to hurt me.
Is this a test, if it is, when does the test end.
Can I ever pass

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Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm blinded by all the good I see that I'm willing to deal with the bad but for how long. Is this really what I want, will things like this get better once things get rolling or am I doomed to be the doormat once again

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A few times I let it go, maybe a few times too many. Do they even know what they're doing to me, do they know how hard this is on me mentally.
I've said, "this is something worth fighting for" so I won't give up but every time, it's like a knife in my heart

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I am not going to let this be the thing that ruins my happiness.
A few months ago this could've broken me but I wont ruin all the good that's happened.
I still ask why, is it cruelty, neglect or legit unorganised forgetfulness.

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@CapedJoel Bad is better than boring. At least you can make fun of something bad.
I'd rather watch Quantumania again than rewatch Captain America: This Time He's a Bird.

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

@TheUnOz @MWProductions44 That's his strong hand

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

It's all a lie, the happy face, the willingness to be anything other than home, the social interaction. It's all a lie to pretend to fit in.

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

Why

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I can't do anything because apparently "people would miss me" and somehow that's become my problem.
But if something was to just happen, well that's not my fault

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

One of the worst things is that i have no one to blame but myself.
I know what I'm doing wrong and I just can't bring myself to do anything different

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

I just can't fake it anymore. Fuck this

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

I need to just face facts and admit it that I'm pathetic and will never amount to anything.
Living in delusion that I'm good enough isn't doing me any favours

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

I tried, I shouldn't have bothered

[Michael French @fluffy_nuts]

The most useful thing an old person can do for society is to die instead of the egotistical need to stick around and insist on being relevant