Mini life update, if anyone ever sees this.
I finally got an agency to sign me. I don’t know if I’ll have the time to draw fan art since the bulk of my time is spent drawing book cover art and picture books, but I’ll try to draw something for his birthday or debut anniversary
I’m not sure if younger me would be proud of where I am. I had so much potential. I feel like a shell of myself these days. I think I’ve disappointed myself and a lot of other people.
What can I do now, honestly?
I thought life was going well for me. I think I’m just destined to fail. At least, I know I’ve tried and I’m still trying. I really am. So much.
But it all feels so useless to me now. I think I’ve reached my breaking point. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m tired.
You don’t even realize it, but you’re slowly investing more of your time in being a fangirl than in building your own life. At some point, you have to ask yourself if it’s still just support or already a distraction from your own growth and priorities.
Everything works out in its own odd way eventually. I hope it stays this way.
I don’t know if I want to have followers like before. I think I enjoy my account being like this, at least for now.
Making my account public again after 6 months makes me feel weirdly happy.
Mini life update, if anyone ever sees this.
I finally got an agency to sign me. I don’t know if I’ll have the time to draw fan art since the bulk of my time is spent drawing book cover art and picture books, but I’ll try to draw something for his birthday or debut anniversary
everytime someone takes a different career direction away from a group all kpop stans know how to say is SUCCESS SUCCESS SUCCESS SUCCESS damn some of them just wanna sing songs they actually like and live peacefully 😭 capitalism has rotten y'all brains
For someone you guys claim to hate so much, you never fail to mention him, when he’s just existing and finding happiness in his own way.
You guys forget that you’re talking about a human being. Woojin isn’t a fictional being. He’s an innocent person.
It’s been 6 years. Move on.
@rosicub_ Their collective psychosis is still going strong 6 years down the line. Impressive, tbh.
Their obsession has consumed them so much they don’t see how deranged they behave.
Stays feel like a social experiment on the stupidity of parasocialism and fandom culture
@rosicub_ For someone they claim to have always disliked, they focus so much of their attention on him.
I can’t imagine dedicating so much of my precious time and life on something/someone I don’t like.
One day it’s “we loved him he betrayed us” the next day it’s “we always hated him”