nobody talks ab how crazy it is to know you’re gonna end ur shit eventually. like not rn but the day will come! weird to think that i’ve always just figured id die via su!cide
I also love smoking weed because my head gets so empty and i have to manually process every thought if I wanna think so I just don’t and it’s beautiful
Sometimes as an autistic person, thinking that people like me and enjoy my company/wanna be my friend feels akin to when people think the stripper is in love with them.