flutters ·˚ ༘₊·

a disordered gothic lolita with a secret love for pastels in need of a place for all her thoughts

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

@edlaced me!!! that's my goal actually

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

@Angelscores_ yooo we've got the same name

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

@avonsoapbars no literally

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

smoked and binged fml kms aaaaagh

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

@caly0139 omg me too today

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

@stainedskittls no literally

[yuki ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ @yukiinoms]

starving yourself takes sooooo longggg i’m so boreeeed I just wanna eattttt and not gain weightttt but I can’tttttt whyyyy is life like thissssss

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

@tinyamorist omg hi i'm also in the 130s rn :3 moots?

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@sevylimic no literally

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@hystericgemz this is so weird but i'm very salt averse so i put tajin on ice and eat it that way

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

this is the time of year that i typically lock in lols let's see if i do it again this year

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

so scared to weigh myself after drinking sm last night

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

no one really talks about the semi-recovered years that lots of people with eds have - i was f0rced into recov but still gained the weight back bc i didn't want to fight with the hospitals.. made me fat for like 4 years and now i'm finally free

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

@eastofeds still fat lol hru

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wieiad: 3 angry orchards lol

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@katerhia me too! very exciting to finally be back

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

why is it so hard to make friends both irl and on here lol

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

i'm embarrassed to post my progress pics until i get back down to under 40kgs even tho it will help motivate me

[flutters ·˚ ༘₊· @fluttersguts]

@katerhia oh shizzz