i’m going insane and i feel like i’m going to self destruct. please somebody save me. it’s even so bad that i just don’t feel comfortable putting this on my main which is why i’m crying out on my degenerate alt. i just....i can’t take it anymore. somebody please save me.
i feel like shit almost all the time. my heart is in a constant state of volatility and i feel like it’s going to give out at any moment, but that doesn’t even scare me bc i want it to. and that scares me. i’m so tired of being alive and being stuck in this goddamn house with
and we got a dog recently, who, while cute, is a little terror. my sister (who doesn’t work and does online classes like 2x a week) said she would take responsibility of the dog, yet it’s been nearly two months and she’s still not house trained. i just can’t do this anymore.