Been locked out my account for more than a year coming back and rereading my posts feels so weird. The fuck was I on about. Nothing is relevant anymore.
Are you a stonetop or did you build your entire sense of self-worthiness on how much you can give to pther people so you not only feel like getting the love and attention you secretly need is too much of a hustle but also based on lies and bad intentions of others?
When you kind of want to spoil them because you adore them and they deserve it but it would be too soon into the relatipnship (not even a relationship yet) and you don't want to do lovebombing cuz you know that shit hurts if it doesn't work out