took me exactly 53 trips around the sun to realize that right now I’m as young as I’ll ever be, and as old as I’ve ever been, here in the honeyhole between already and not yet. Amen.
It's December 2009. It's winter break and all your friends finally got the game Christmas morning. You're already prestiged and bragging about your rank. You're playing with a blanket over your setup because you're not supposed to be awake at 3 AM. Life is good.