Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡

I'm 23 :D ed recovery

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@camelbluesclues (2/2) i have a bad mental health history though and ive had no issues with increased symptoms!! thats anecdotal though but def keep an eye on it if u start it!! i tried quitting with patches and cold turkey and could never do it but this feels like i never smoked in my LIFE.

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@camelbluesclues yesss its a prescription!! i got it from my primary doctor though, maybe set up an appointment with yours too!! ur gonna want regular therapy while ur on it bc theres a small risk of issues w depression but so far I’ve had NO problems at all!! (1/2)

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

so thats gotta be some kind child neglect. you should make some calls

[taylor @wishescametrue]

visited someone and couldn't find soap anywhere in the bathroom.

me: by the way the soap in your bathroom has run out

person: oh! um

their child: why would we have soap in the bathroom?

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@littlebubblezz here’s the thing, you can! let yourself have some joy!

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

after i wasted literally half of my life, im finally standing up. it’s been fun guys, but i have to go live :) praying everyone here can do the same, we all deserve life

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@porcelainbcnes thats GOTTA be edited her waist looks smaller than her head in this

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@pincushiion the tl is so peak today

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@crystalcaloriez yeahh i’ve had my ed for half of my life and it’s ALWAYS been high res= high CALORIES and low res= low CALORIES. it’s been this way since the inception of online ed spaces.

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

make it half a pack of cigarettes and you have my exact diet

[communist Luanne of edtwt @Billimiaa]

“WIEIAD as someone with a small appetite” and then they have black coffee, an energy drink, 3 diet sodas, 5 cigarettes, and at least twice the maximum daily amount of fiber

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

EDTWT PLEASE HELP ME CHOOSE MY CAL INTAKE FOR MY OMAD

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

ariana and cynthia are giving my uncanny valley vibes. like yeah they’re both very pretty but something is just off

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@flutterfa1ry @darlingdaisy124 you’re not “allowed” because she wants to keep you in her control. Screw that. you need to call police AND cps right now. take pictures of any marks on you or your sister so there’s proof of harm.

[nova ⭑.ᐟ @fatbeyondrepair]

when I see a shitty take and look thru the account a little and every single time there’s a post like “I’m turning 31 reversed this year” NO WONDER YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SHIT 😭

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

all bets are off and they keep starving. You don’t have control here, the disorder does. and you only realize that when it’s too late. (2/2)

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

the sad thing about this disorder is when you hit your goal, you realize it’s never enough. I’ve been in this for literally half of my life and I’ve seen people say they’re gonna stop when they’re bmi X but when they get there (1/2)

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@dontcrysaanjh hard doesn’t mean impossible!!! Ask about meds like metformin or something else that helps with insulin resistance. Advocating for yourself is so scary but also so important! Try bringing the meanest looking family member/friend to the next appt to help speak up for you!

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

@mugimisu yeah no i joined one and they refused to change their rules even though they went against my faith (they had a requirement to eat meat on wed and fri for some weird ahh diet, and im catholic). they were like “well u can just fast instead” (also they were such snowflakes omfggg)

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

does anyone else have SUCH a hard time getting under bmi 15 bc it feels like im going insane

[Marie ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ @folkpunkfall]

new goal: under 90 lbs by my 24th! here’s hoping the low 90s go faster than they did last time