eu me sinto o james potter em only the brave, especificamente aqueles 4 capítulos em que ele só aceita tudo que o regulus quiser (namoro, só transar, nao definir nada) pra nao ficar sem ele
regulus writing his last letter to james while he slept so soundly beside regulus, not knowing that last night would be their last time seeing each other in private and that they would never meet again bcs one of them died first before the war even started properly
james cancels their plans, again. his message is short: “sirius needs me.” regulus stares at the screen. he thinks about how easy it is for james. how james didn’t even hesitate, how he never does. later, alone, reg whispers to himself, “it’s always sirius…”