I think the diagnosis is love and it think.more than once at one time .Yes emotionally im wearing clothes sizes too big like im 4 foot ten not standing at 6 feet tall like that I am .
If I am in any love story then right now im the one of the male and female on sticks or crutches support and it doesn't look like the other half is going to feed me yoghurt so I guess im going to have to struggle and do it myself and im no heathcliffe but a relative.of Cathy .
Yesterday the filofax stopped working correctly then it did then the lights went out and i took the battery out and it slipped out of my hand living alone making me feel like a total loser so.the only one who would help me was elderly friend of my dad's about a mile away .
It really upsets me how people i care about are not understanding what I'm.about .Some I may never see again that makes me sad as well.If that person was distressed and not in danger I would walk the other side of the road small hours or not if it made them feel better. Yes .
I tried putting stage make up on once at primary school.and it all went in my eyes .I've had a terrible week online and had to involve the police who came round and helped me and they were great.
Because maybe my long suffering girlfriend and me are in that movie where im trying to tell her that the eyes are following me round the art gallery. Only some are either daft or understanding enough to put up with me .