my most common ocd spiral is "what if i ____" -> "why didnt that thought make me uncomfortable?" -> "oh god what if i actually want to do it because it didnt make me uncomfortable to think about" -> "i dont actually want to do that right?" -> "what if i do?" -> rinse & repeat
@viciousmarks cycling between being mortally wounded or suicidally repressed every few episodes. but its okay because occasionally he says something profound and hates himself slightly less for a few minutes
@viciousmarks seriously nearly left my wife while she was giving birth and am willing to sacrifice myself for my close (male) buddies but im not gay so that doesnt matter โค๏ธ