my most common ocd spiral is "what if i ____" -> "why didnt that thought make me uncomfortable?" -> "oh god what if i actually want to do it because it didnt make me uncomfortable to think about" -> "i dont actually want to do that right?" -> "what if i do?" -> rinse & repeat
@viciousmarks cycling between being mortally wounded or suicidally repressed every few episodes. but its okay because occasionally he says something profound and hates himself slightly less for a few minutes
@viciousmarks seriously nearly left my wife while she was giving birth and am willing to sacrifice myself for my close (male) buddies but im not gay so that doesnt matter ❤️