Obese Heart

17 years old girl. Depressed, ED thoughts & suicidal (not diagnosed). Life isn't worth it.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

Cried yesterday, at night.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

Triggering! What the fuck?! I want to punch this person in his fucking face. Self harming isn't an art!!

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I wrote a song about him today.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

My life is a mess but at least my eating disorders' thoughts are not here anymore. Maybe because I concentrate myself on other problems.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I'm sick of people, honestly. #angry #disappointed #selfharm

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I should write tonight but too lazy to do it so... Too lazy to still want to live also.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I give all my heart, however my heart is in shreds now.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

Feelings are ruining my life.
I'm ruining my life.
my thoughts will kill me.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I want a rest from life.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

Whatever I will do, it'll always be wrong or not enough. I'm sick of trying to be normal, to feel normal.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I feel dizzy in my head. I feel lost in my life.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I am so dumb, and naive. #infact

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I think I am more scared for my future, if I live my life alone, depressed, or addict to something.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I don't know what to think about my life anymore so.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I'm really upset now.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

Requiem for a dream is such a powerful movie. I cried at least 6 times tonight when I was watching it. Addictions are terrible!

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

My therapist said yesterday that she was proud of me, that I was happy.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

I feel sorry.

[Obese Heart @forever_fattye]

Drops of blood splashed.