DACAL

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

i VERY much miss living, only existing is the worst, even worse than that is doing so with CONSTANT chronic pain, pain caused thanx to my FAMILY being the ones responsible due to their neglect :( i lost over 22 years of a 30+ y o 'life'. thanx to them i was forced to be a shutin

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

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[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

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[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

i REALLY wish i had actual REAL friends instead of the people i do have in my existence. they really aren't even a bit close to being friends in anyway, a PERSON like me is stuck with what i have. people who use a person aren't really a friend in the end.

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

without it, you'll PROBABLY end up like me. which REALLY isn't a good thing at all. i have no chance at a life right now, i merely just EXIST. i have no future at all, no chance at a future. when other people make sacrifices on your behalf for themselves, that's when you're FLD.

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

it soon began, my first experience at being denied a chance at life. no stability started to be something that would be consistent in my LIFE. lost my childhood friends and everything else i had when i was younger. STABILITY believe it or not is something that people need in life

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

time went by and my PARENTS finally decided to call it quits, they were soon to be divorced. that's when all the FUN stuff started. mom got the idea to move to another state after 2 or 3 years of their divorce finally coming through. that's when i first experienced being let down

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

as TIME went by, i LEARNED my dad never really cared for me. not the way other parents loved their kids, not even my mom. around 8 or 9 i realized no one really cared for me, i was COMPLETELY alone. i even had a SISTER and was STILL alone, that's the worst part about all of this.

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

that they used their first name. CONVENIENTLY my mother's name was EXACTLY the same name as one of my aunts. when i went to school, all the kids knew me as ERIC even though at home my FAMILY and my FRIENDS only knew me as my middle name chris. which was actually my name. MAYBE.

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

when i was about to be baptized my father tricked my mother into naming me the same exact name as my uncle ERIC. that's how you know things were shady with my dad. why else name your own son after your own brother who no one in their family even calls him ERIC?

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

ERIC was his first name even though EVERYONE called my uncle eric, JAMES. that's how things were in my dads family, EVERYONE in my father's family had their first name but no one ever used that name. they ALWAYS used their middle name. it was only when they all came to the states

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

was a PERSON who only started his RELATIONSHIP with my MOTHER for his own agenda, when i say agenda i actually really do mean his schemes/plans/reasons. he only basically did so to use my MOTHER. from the moment i was BORN, it was so his family could be brought to north america.

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

sad to think about why i made this account over 5 years ago, i really did so for 'THERAPEUTIC reasons'. 'letting it out' is the best thing a person can do, doing so will re leave some pain. at this point in my LIFE, i'm SOMEWHAT close to the end. no, not suicide. SOMETHING else.

[DACAL @ForeverLetDown]

now that, 'that's out of the way'. i guess i'll start with 'the beginning'. i was 'born' sometime AROUND the mid 80's to 2 people that never really loved each other at all. my MOTHER was someone who already had a first born child with someone who wasn't my father. my FATHER...