i cant even enjoy mindless activities or just normal things bc all i can feel is how fucking huge i am. i cannot even watch a yt short without being distracted by how huge i am and feel.
i fucking hate this shit. i did everything im supposed to do and yet i still don't want to fucking do anything, and im still stuffing my face. i can't fucking do this shit anymore.
why did it take me THIS long to realize my medication is effecting my libido.... like i used to be a horny ass bitch, and i know i still am oh my god i hate it here
@mimilovescals im just disappointed bc I could tell that I had the potential of beating my longest fast π but thank you i'll try. ily π«Άπ»π«Άπ»