I had a miserable childhood, a miserable teenage years, and now I’m a miserable adult. I still feel the same way I used to feel as a child, crying alone in my room, wishing to die in my sleep.
@franklyyfunkyy It hurts a lot more and I may hit a vein which feels a lot like a gamble I guess? i feel like cutting in the arms in general feels better than in other places
i could blame a million things i could blame trauma or my parents or illness but at the end of the day there is just something so deeply wrong inside of me that i can never fix and that will never go away no matter how hard i try to run from it
having a mental breakdown is so embarrassing. like yeah i absolutely wanted to disappear off the face of the earth due to something i made up in my own head and yeah now i'm gonna shamefully scuttle back like that didn't just happen. please don't bully me with this information