i think i havent mentioned it here that i already came out to my family... but today i feel like i want to, because i just told my dad about how my queer-themed thesis went premium in the bidang studi room (in terms of novelty, one of the main reasons) and how my professors
prove their assumptions wrong, but at least i dont have to hide the part that ive always need to kept hidden my entire life. and im able to have so many meaningful conversations in life because of it.
i am relatively happy as of now :)
family, but makin tua emg kayaknya gue makin konfrontasional aja lol i dont mind having uncomfortable conversations if it benefits me and it makes me comfortable in the long run alias ya ini. i dont have to hide myself anymore. i have to constantly be judged,