I needed one more score in order to get master, I needed at MINIMUM 1224 in dotts. I got just that.
I am now Voltaic S5 Master, who would've thought.
@emoAimers
Viscose Benchmark V2 Medium
VT PreciseOrb Intermediate 15% Slower
Lavender 2754
Honestly I was so shocked this run was a PB I almost missed clipping it lol.
@RVNGCOLLECTIVE
Viscose Entry Benchmark
PGTI Vertical Iron #13 3852
Goal was 90%. A lot of errors in this run that can be corrected. I believe 93- 95 is doable.
@RVNGCOLLECTIVE
That takes self-examination. What validation are you chasing subconsciously or consciously that you’re either not getting or not seeing? Why are you chasing said validation? Is that the whole reason you started aim training in the first place? If so, I’d recommend you find another reason to play. Something that is only driven by the standards you set for yourself. Don’t make a football field sized goal like being cel complete without also making yardage goals. If you do that you’ll only end up right back here, constantly feeling like an imposter because you haven’t hit the big goal you set for yourself. If the validation you’re seeking is not the reason you started playing, then ask yourself when did your focus shift from the initial reason (more than likely to just have better aim) to whatever you’re chasing now, whether that be a high goal, numbers, following, etc. I had to do a lot of soul searching to not only understand why I felt like a fraud in gaming, but in life. This isn’t a lesson that only applies to gaming.
Second, motivation for progress needs to be scaled individually, and it can’t be dependent upon factors you have no control over. Yes goals can be set for followers, interaction, etc. but those at the end of the day should be secondary to your main motivation. In this case I believe it’s the motivation of anyone playing kovaaks to have better aim, to be more consistent, to grind towards higher scores or ranks. The passion to improve individually. Because as much help as you can get on scenarios, you can’t have someone play them for you. YOU play that pb run, YOU implement techniques given to you, YOU have to put in the hours to understand the scenario.
So short story, to fix it you have to understand why you feel like a fraud. Everyone can tell you all day that you’re not, but if YOU feel like you are then all we are doing is masking a problem without trying to find a solution. If you want to talk more ping me here or on discord @foundaims. To end this, you are an incredible player and your vods seem nothing short of insane. I also believe once you find out whats holding you back mentally from feeling like a great player you will sky rocket.
Viscose V2 Medium
Day 7
Attempted to get Lavender on PreciseOrb and Bounceshot, unfortunately I did not succeed. However, we bumped several scores up to Cerulean which is okay.
#rawinput