Why do I have to be nerf by depression, suiciddal and huge negative self thought ?? Just 'cause I licked a plate clean with my tongue thinking its hot, I have to deal with Self harm thinking, active suicidall tinking, and finding myself so weird I don't deserve to do anything...
And self degrading thought making me sooooo guilty from doing that... I can't even enjoy twitter or my positions 'cause I don't even know if I like it and myself.