I always hated that I had to feel my worst mentally and act my worst emotionally for the people who claimed to love me to even see me. for even just a second.
like yeah great everything worked out I met Connor heโs wonderful awesome but I should not have been made to be in this position in the first place lol
god of all the chronic illnesses. I have to have the one that fucks up my pelvic area. because it just couldnโt keep itself contained to my ass, right. It has to be the whole thing. the whole most embarrassing part of my body. Iโm so sad lol