It took me 13 years to realize that the only cure to depression is just leaving the house at every single possible opportunity no matter how badly you don't want to.
i hate to admit it but I get jealous very easily but not like an angry vengeful jealous more like a really sad lonely jealous because everybody i've loved has always loved someone else and i can't seem to get over it
yo a los 12: che porque no me mato
yo a los 13: che porque no me mato
yo a los 14: che porque no me mato
yo a los 15: che porque no me mato
yo a los 16: che porque no me mato
yo a los 17: che porque no me mato
yo a los 18: che porque no me mato
major depression genuinely feels so disabling but there doesn’t feel like a simple way to talk ab it. i don’t feel like a person i drag my useless body to & from places & i don’t remember anything anymore. but all i can think of is “it shouldn’t be like this”
I wish killing myself didn’t have the consequence of making people I love sad
My parents would probably hate themselves forever and feel like they failed me
My siblings would probably think they should’ve reached out and talked with me more
My irls idk
I wish I could just die
Random times I feel fat
When I get a new pimple
Greasy hair
When I put on too much moisturizer
Trying to pick out an outfit
When I notice I'm being loud
Going out of my room to get a snack from the kitchen
Grocery shopping