i knkw im in recovery but im freaking out because i gained 5lbs during and i dont wanna relapse and i dont know why i weighed myself i literally want to cry i dont think im ready for recovery
@lovejoykcals suicide ment in op and reply
i tried 3 times so far, havent regretted it. i still dont wanna live but i guess if ive failed 3 times that must mean something so im just trying my best to get through