cece 𐐪;𐑂

edtwt | 28 | aussie | too depressed to function

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

The only time I can be open and honest about how I’m feeling is with my therapist but then I don’t want to say too much that’ll get me sectioned 🙃

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I’m so disgusting. I hate my body so fucking much. I want to cut all my fat off. I regret attempting recovery those years ago.. look at me now.. a fat ugly piece of shit that deserves to be dead

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I am seriously so disgustingly fat.. I’m eating in a deficit and exercising daily but not losing any weight 🙃🙃 I can’t take this anymore

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I think I’ve torn my meniscus 😅 haven’t been able to work out and can hardly walk.. the pain in horrible 😭

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

@losing_lacy I really hope you’re okay 🥺

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I saw my weight for the first time in over 6 months and now I’m utterly depressed and disgusted in myself. Need to be an underweight bmi so badly

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

A customer at work today noticed my neck scars and asked about it and it was so awkward 😬

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

There’s so much wrong with me.. life really isn’t meant for me..

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

Wtf if wrong with me? Why don’t people like me and end up ghosting me 🥺

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I keep pretending I’m okay to everyone around me when inside I’m falling apart

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

@pickle3ater I can only hope they’ve got new ones and I hope it’s okay for you 🥺 whatever happens, don’t let the others there ruin your progress x

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I’m so fucking pathetic. I’ll never be good enough for anyone

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I’m so fucking stupid

[Ari🪷 @arikoyarii]

no one talks about the guilt you feel when you're so depressed but have a great life on the outside- receiving an education, having a place to live, access to food/water, having family, friends but you still for some reason do not want to live

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I’m really not doing well at the moment.. I don’t know what to do

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I am disgusting and a complete waste of space

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I’ve been so mia but it’s because I’m such a fatty now and a healthy bmi and feel fake 😩

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

I’ve currently got a fractured big toe but I still gotta get my daily steps in 😭 hurts so much

[cece 𐐪;𐑂 @frailkgs]

@feeisgoingcrazy I took 5000mg and the hospital just had me sleep it off over 5 days but you should go to get fluids and heart monitored!!