ANOTHER JAR SAINT GIVEAWAY (in honor of the duskbloods)...
- subscribe to my youtube [https://t.co/O3qwOfaqTc] once it hits 500 subs i'm doing a giveaway for a switch 2!!
- RT + like + follow me & @erdleaf
- reply with your fav fromsoft character for an extra entry!! thank you!!
@GraftSouls no need to apologize!! i have been up to alot of things offline in relation to my recovery, i have not been on twitter very much for that reason. it's good to hear from you regardless :)
@thedestroyer_99 thank you! i have to focus on practicing for a little while but i will be focusing on my commissions once i'm ready, it will be a bit after that before i go back to posting things for myself. but i will update about my progress and my recovery :)
when i was in the hospital, i asked my grandmother if we could go see a movie after my discharge. a part of the reason i was admitted was trauma-induced agoraphobia. the 1st movie i saw after my discharge was project hail mary. so here is my first drawing since b4 my admission :)
i forgot to share this, thank you so much as always @pearlyhorses your art is so cute nana, it makes me so happy whenever i see it and it is such a privilege to have gifts from you, it has helped me alot to keep my chin up when i remember it ☺️ i am very grateful
if posting the honest truth about my admission helps someone become less afraid about inpatient care and receive the attention they need, then i've done exactly what my intention always was to do, to destigmatize and help others
i won't be posting most of the strawpages i received as they're mostly just rude and fruitless and produce nothing, but please don't call my sharing about my recovery "TMI", if sharing about my experience allows just one other person in the world to get help, then it's worth it..
my work has always been about trauma and disorders/disability and working through them, and people have always told me how it has helped them in some way, if i wasn't transparent about my experience then that would just be wrong of me.
i hope you like my first drawing. i know it's not alot, i want to practice more before i accidentally ruin someone's commission. i wont post all of them but it means alot to me, it's a big step in my recovery, and it took alot to get here. hopefully i don't stop here.
i sat down on the phone with snorky and i just began to sketch what felt right. i tried not to worry about remembering my exact process or getting it perfect. i feel so happy now. i missed this feeling so much and i am excited to draw something else now.