ᅠ〝 loss 、 suffering .̲.̲.̲ 𝑺𝑶𝑹𝑹𝑶𝑾 ﹗

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[۟ @sidereumnoxe]

⠀nothing i do is ever good. nothing i do is ever good enough.

[ᅠ〝 loss 、 suffering .̲.̲.̲ 𝑺𝑶𝑹𝑹𝑶𝑾 ﹗ @frctmotion]

@XVELOClTY ⠀⠀⠀⠀
a hush , fingertips dancing over features ; pressing against chin , bridge of nose ━━ dances over eyes to draw out tears . the pressure , the void in chest tightens in both .

〝 it is .. do you feel , now ﹖ 〝
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i think he does it more on the like. unconscious part. if he ever focuses / tries really hard , he can NOT kill things off .

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/ 4 am so genuinelowkey it feels like this . goodnight everynyan...

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I JUST REMEMBERED ON TWO SEPARATE OCCASION . sorrow has the . idk what exactly to call it but the living plants and etc tend to wither in his vicinity. i imagined him reacing for a fruit basket and it rotting and withering ...

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@BlGSTINGER i'd offer to help , but .. ❲ wince . it didn't go well when he tried to grab a strawberry ❳ 💦

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@artfuIconstruct ⠀⠀
❲ clenched fist relaxes when last of fog retreats into ring , shoulders slumping beneath tattered cloak ❳ that .. but it's inevitable . a year or a hundred .. it merely prolongs suffering ..
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@BlGSTINGER mm .. somethin' light . you reckon .. it won't be trouble to go for some eggs && fruit on the side ﹖

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@BlGSTINGER ❲ it's not a smile , but ever so slightly .. corner of lip twitching in a direction that's NOT down ❳ exactly .. what good .. feels nice , doesn't it . helping ..

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@artfuIconstruct ⠀⠀⠀⠀
it's misery .. every second of it .. ❲ very slowly .. fogging the place , regardless .. face twisting , a pause .. even slower : pulling fog back ❳ what use is change .. if the outcome is doomed to be the same loss ﹖
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@InquisiKent no .. i wanted .. i wanted a normal breakfast . but all the chefs & waiters .. collapsed from sorrow .. ❲ oooh . more tears . actively filling the room with fog ❳

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@bruisedlegacy ❲ no one's stronger . fight one wave , and may one crash into 5 more —— why can't she see , she's just running ﹗ slamming any object he can create against the green sphere form within ❳ can't stop .. CAN'T STOP ！

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@miseriesgarden fabric clad hand gently shifts to tip head back upwards , fingers planted beneath chin . lips purse , milky gaze slowly squinting .〝 little more .. have to .. suffer more before it stops .. 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 .. s̲tarbreaker promised 〝

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can i come over && stare into your soul like this while inflicting crippling sadness into you ﹖﹖

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/ a sad wet thang so lovely ....

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@BlGSTINGER you are .. quick with solving the problems . thank you .

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@miseriesgarden ❲ a brief shake of head , expression scrunching up , perhaps apologetic ❳ soon .. no suffering soon .. he promised he'd make it all stop ..

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@ofsteeI ⠀⠀⠀
it will never do them good .. all the emotions , it's just death & loss waiting . nothing but conduit for chaos . it's 𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 .. you'll feel it .. i'll 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 you understand .. then , you'll 𝒓eally save people.
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