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🔞🏴◇ unfiltered thought vomit from my swamp creature brain ◇
he ◇ transfag bi disaster ◇
bringing whimsical fuckery to twitter ◇
19 //mdni 18+ ◇ nsfw sometimes

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call her puppy without the p the way she uppy

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@JoyMoone i think op kinda just expected that point to be implied but yea im rlly not tryna drag this on

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i think saying "thats yo cousin" is like not the same as saying "thats yo twin" but idk might just be me

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ngl this app is keeping me in a near-constant state of dysregulation so im gonna try to take a break for a bit. take care little queer ppl in my phome

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@JoyMoone agreed. im also just mentally drained from other stuff in my life atm so dont take it too personally

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if anything though i don't think it's helping other than as a temporary distraction that ultimately makes me feel worse in the long run. many such "coping mechanisms"

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i dont think twitter makes me depressed i think i just go on here more when i am to force myself into a paralytic state of dissociation so i stop thinking ab how much i wanna hurt myself. then twitter reminds me of all the reasons i feel that way & from there its just cyclical

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need to let go of that paralyzing feeling that im constantly doing everything horribly wrong and fuckinh everything up all the time

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@JoyMoone yeah idk. this convo is lowkey giving me fatigue so if i seem a bit uncharitable by this point that's probably why

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@JoyMoone okay then thats not? an actual self identity? thats a joke? and not at all what im talking about?

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@JoyMoone it's less about "he's kinda like you" and more "dont tear him down bc your struggles are intertwined with one another as you are both suffering the consequences of a cysheteropatriarchial society in ways that intersect and he is your comrade, not your oppressor"

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@JoyMoone no, the fallacy was claiming that people with contradictory identities are inherently "self hating" and then citing people who dont really fall into the group of people i was talking about

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@JoyMoone i mean once again, the original post is directed towards a transphobic gender non-conforming lesbian. the context for how lesbianism fits into this convo is, like, right there

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@JoyMoone lesbianism has a rich history history of gender non-conformity and inclusivity of non binary people. ask a he/him butch on t what lesbianism means to him, i can't really explain that to you as im not a lesbian

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@canisAstera exactly

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i think itd be funny to put pro kink in my bio bc like yes i support kink but also im a pro at it

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This is what Car Seat Headrest sounds like to me

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@JoyMoone i probably interact with a lot more non binary people than you do, naturally. i don't honestly believe you would invalidate someone's identity, i was moreso just frustrated with your use of rhetorical fallacy

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@JoyMoone it's not about "going agab" oml it's about having a contradictory experience of identity/experiencing overlap between two separate identities

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@JoyMoone ok 👍