You judge yourself for not having started the project that you actually value most.
You think you need to take more action. You need to become a "doer."
What if a lack of action isn't the real problem?
I say you need to create inner alignment first.
Here is why:
Staying up late to finish a job?
Or getting up late and starting work later?
Sometimes, a bad habit means getting the job done.
But wouldn't leaving it unfinished affect your sleep too?
@Dvn_Ndabezitha I feel that. It's similar when you haven't filmed a new video in a while.
Moving through the tension can make us freeze at first.
But the results of that healing process are definitely worth it.