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edtwt. 21. she/her.

[fausto @freezingfausto]

omad 2 tortilla wraps with canned corn and a slice of tilsiter cheese, approx500kcal

[lulu ♡ @miausanity]

me if i dont lose an alarming amount of weight this december

[fausto @freezingfausto]

i got accepted at university yippieeeee bachelor of education&academic-stress-skinny here i come!!!!

[fausto @freezingfausto]

just bought the lipstick I used to wear when I was at my LW and just by putting it on I can feel the relapse hitting properly, we’re SO back

[fausto @freezingfausto]

@mich3113sdiary ok but wdym it’s not normal to poop 5-8 times daily for entire months 🥲 even while heavily restricting maaaan sometimes you just gotta shit after a few slices of paprika

[fausto @freezingfausto]

told my bf i regret not learning ballet instead of music as a kid and he said that with those legs i wouldn’t have become a ballerina anyways🥳i hate myself why are men so rude sometimes

[fausto @freezingfausto]

praying that I’ll get into my dream uni next year so I can get back on my ED grind for the next 6 years, finishing school really threw me off my routine

[fausto @freezingfausto]

I need to lock TF in bc wdym Christmas and NYE is in 1,5months??

[fausto @freezingfausto]

brekkie of a girlie who got 8h of work ahead of her🫶🫶black tea, small salad and two eggs for the gainz

[fausto @freezingfausto]

my bf said that if i want to lose weight so bad then WE‘LL do a restrictive diet bc he also needs to lose weight and it makes me so sad :( hes so beautiful to me i love how soft his stomach is and the rest of him is hella muscular and grrr i dont want him to suffer with me

[fausto @freezingfausto]

wdym i get less bloated and feel better when i eat three meals a day instead of fasting all day and eating one drunk meal after my night shift???

[myslovitz bot @myslovitzbot]

I znów zdławię pusty śmiech, strzelę sobie w łeb
Już odbezpieczam kolejną butelkę

[fausto @freezingfausto]

so my prom is in three weeks and unfortunately my old ass bf is vv caring and goes out to eat with me a LOT so i kinda gained a little bit and idk how to make him realise that i mean it when i say that i need to lose weight😭😭

[fausto @freezingfausto]

i love working at a shabby bar but holy shit through working there i drink so much,, idk when i did more than two days without drinking

[fausto @freezingfausto]

im feeling sm better now that i dont live with my parents

[fausto @freezingfausto]

moving in alone is so freeing bc 1. privacy (i can fuck whenever and whoever i want) and 2.complete control over my eating habits bc i generally can barely afford food

[fausto @freezingfausto]

getting fired wo notice sucked but now im a sexy bartender which fits my best whole existential style SO much more than a barista at a stuck up café

[fausto @freezingfausto]

had a bulimic relapse after breaking my sobriety 😻😻 go hard or go home

[fausto @freezingfausto]

yeah so fuck being sober