I kneel for the people I love just to be kicked while I’m down,
Thinking I was being a gentleman instead just looking like a clown,
Like my favourite parts of you they are stuck inside and forever lost,
But at the end of the day you cutting our tie at the soul is the final cost.
those four walls and roof we built together that you knocked down was a place that I called home
what was once meant to be between me and you and you and I, but now it’s forever unknown
a student of mine with severe family trauma, now in group home after living in a car for 2yrs, he started bawling his eyes out to me and told me that he doesn’t want to live anymore, I’m having hourly panic attacks and ongoing nightmares about sum happening to these kids, help me
Out of reach
I wave the white flag and must swallow the bitter pill of accepting defeat
Left feeling so numb to everything yet I keep dragging myself back up on my two feel
I just miss our talks about watching the crackling lightning dance in the sky overlooking the beach