@Applebees my parents met at an Applebee’s 24 years ago, where my dad used to chug the drip catch every night. guess you could say applebee’s made apple-me hahahahahhhh if this chain didnt exist i wouldn’t be alive 🍎 👶 🔪
i’ve written several posts about both the election as well as the coronavirus, but I have always deleted before posting because it is difficult for me to put all of my disappointment, fear, anger, and upset into a couple sentences.
today i woke up feeling somehow Good and wondering... hmm. am i ok now? is it over? do i get to feel this way forever now??
“nah,” says the brain, “you just drank a glass of cold, filtered water as soon as you got up. you tricked yourself!”
having a shitty brain is wild bc earlier i was cryin and saying, “I DONT HAVE MENTAL ILLNESS!! IF I TRY REALLY HARD TO GET BETTER THEN ILL BE FINE!!” like what the hell, where did i think that thought came from?? the idiot brain that also tells you to die, you dummy.
catch me tomorrow getting mad and/or hurt about the same old shit, then realizing it was stupid and not worth my time, only to do it all over again. haha welcome to my twisted mind