@_samiluvsu when I was really young like 12 or 13 or so I used to "dream of being anorexic" turns out I was already and just wanted to be extremely skinny and have enough "self control" to achieve it
honestly I think it's a very very bad wording on her part + lack of understanding
@qquiixote my mom being obsessive about her own weight, controlling mine, making comments on my body from a young age... also bullying, grooming, sexualization,...